What is real?

         Plug us in and see

We live in a simulated universe.

Connected...Rebooted...Reprogrammed...Tracked...

Traced...Collected...Analyzed

Neither alive nor dead

disemboweled from the physical 

Completely oblivious,

yet totally aware.

Hit the keys at my fingertips

and I find you.

At this moment

you are more important

than any others around me.

You "Like" what I say?

and I "like" in return.

The world we have created 

is right. We share

a digital connection. 

and we dance.

Thank you

               The outpouring of love i HAVE RECEIVED lately  has 
   severely touched my heart.          I am deeply disturbed  disgusted

                                        TOUCHED by the gesture...

            Im sURe  yOU Will Be overjoyed tO Hear tHat i Am 
FeeliNg 
        much BettER. 

My funk

                                               has eased.                                                                                                                                                          and now,  I can get on with this f--king tiresome tediously happy & charmed life.

                                  In a place where I can finally relax, and just simply be me,                                                                                     
                                                       alone in my splintery condition.

in a place where I can finally just                let it all out 
                      

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh.          

Now look what I went and done.

 Is it too much to ask for a little

recognition for all my insanity fine work?

                                           

           
                  OK sorry, didn't mean to bother you...

                                   

Just forget it OKAY?

                 

   WELCOME TO MY FUNK.

                         Damn! I’m in it again.

                    You would think after all these years and mind altering 

                     substances- I could control it.

          

  xxxxxx===But it's only getting worse===xxxxxx

    I'm getting dark thoughts again- and it sure ain't healthy!

(maybe it's just my paranoia)

"Oh but you have so much to be thankful for!"

"...Yes but..."

"Oh but you have it so good!"

"...Yes but..."

No one wants to hear it.Besides there is no one to tell.

"So what really is the matter?"

"Guess I'm just in a funk.

   

She Waits

She waits with birds.

Waits for you.

She knows you will not show,
yet she waits, hoping for something...

                                  You will not come.

The full moon is high in the sky.  Smiling like some obscene jester. 
Peering down with a mournful glare.   The clouds have fallen.       The past is gone.

                  The years will not be missed.

"There was a time when I felt a great longing," she sighs. "Now I feel nothing."

The birds will not reveal their secrets; therefore there is nothing left to do but go home. 
              But yet she waits, as she will do today and tomorrow; a week of tomorrows.

                                      She will have to eventually leave and go home.

                                         When she finally sleeps she will dream.
               In that dream you leave and will never return. She will try and follow...

          "I am there," she says. But in her heart she knows there is nothing  left. 

What is love?

Oh Poly...don't you know?

I think I love you

And I ask: 

What is love?

I stand before you naked, striped of flesh. ..Bare-boned  along with the need to know.

                                                       LOVE.

There was a time,

When I believed it was everything                                         

                                              

I was wrong.  
                     I was disappointed disillusioned hurt

Incensed. Then came to the conclusion.
                                                                        It is not for everyone.

or maybe it is...

                              They do say opposites attract.

Attract what?

1) Bustle Pinching
2) Cornification

3)Fraternization

4) Free Love
5) Public Displays of Affection




I am in a bit of a tizz but I think I understand now. As long as it feels good and we do it...and it doesn't hurt...much.

              To each his own.

Love. I get it. 

It makes the world go round, 

and round and round and 

round and round and round

and round and round...